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i feel like im alive but im not living.
i feel like im just floating..
ive felt this before..the feeling never really went away..i just learned how to ignore it. I don't want to have any regrets or unfinished buisness, I dont know what to do with myself. I don't know where i'm going...and you'll never leave the place youre at unless you figure out where youre going. I know my goals and I know my aspirations but I just can't handle the though of failure. The thought that maybe just maybe..I will be everything they always told me I'd be. I don't want to be like my mom. I don't want to end up like my dad. I just want to be happy, not forever, but eventually,.
These last month has just been so crazy. Brittany has truley grown to be like my sister and bestfriend...My "soul friend" and Lacey has made mylife a lot better too..Two original girls that I can count on, shweeeeeeeet.
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i guess i just have to accept that you will never be sorry, that i will never make
you proud. It's funny how everything you did impacted me in every way.
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it feels like im not even living, it feels like i'm just waiting for something.
i wish i knew what that something was...and I don't...so thats just MORE waiting, waiting to find out.
i'm going to drive myself crazy.
me lacey and brittany almost burnt my kitchen down to days ago.
that was so intense.
what if i am what they always told me i'd be.
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"Science can purify religion from error and superstition. Religion can purify science from idolatry and false absolutes. "<BR><CENTER><b>1920-2005</b><BR>
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"I don't like it when people get too technical with life. You soak up more time pulling out your camera and turning it on just to take a picture of somethin, when really youre just waisting precious time that you can never get back. Memorys don't fuc*ing last forever, through time they get distorted and foggy, maybe its because I grew up. Maybe it's because I spent so much time trying to remember something perfectly. I couldn't just let the beauty flow through me. I was too busy trying to caputre it."
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"I don't like it when people get too technical with life. You soak up more time pulling out your camera and turning it on just to take a picture of somethin, when really youre just waisting precious time that you can never get back. Memorys don't fuc*ing last forever, through time they get distorted and foggy, maybe its because I grew up. Maybe it's because I spent so much time trying to remember something perfectly. I couldn't just let the beauty flow through me. I was too busy trying to caputre it."
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Niggas call me Betty Crocker
Cause my cakes stay plenty
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may angels lead you in
i looked in my old year books, and i had hearts around all your pictures :]
i remember the most embarrasing memory of my life, we were on the bus, and we were goofing off like always, and I went to laugh and this huge string of snot came out of my nose. & I didn't know what to do with it. Just I just kinda flicked it? I don't remember.
I never talked to you after fourth grade, I couldn't find you on myspace.
I remember lastnight I saw a picture of you with a girl and I added it.
I got so excited to finally talk to you, I was going to message you saying "hey remember me! fourth grade!"
Then I saw "RIP" everywhere.
I hope you lived a good life. I really really good life.
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oh man i wish i didn't get bored of guys so easily.
i really could have liked him.
it was all a game anyways,
i need to stop doing that to boys.
and josh won't quit it.
josh josh josh
silly boy
lying is for pussys.
you brought this on yourself.
my tattoo is finally healed.
i need to start looking for a job now
fuck that.
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